O.S ---> ORANG SAIKO!!!!

tym 2 aku br jek trun lrt..
me: (dlm hati) emm..hr ni aku blk lmbt sket la.klo blk cm bese,cm ssh kan ayah plk nk kna kuar 2 kali.7.20 amik aku then kul 8 kang kuar lg anta pidaus tusyen.so..aku smpi kjg kul 8 la.sng sket..skrg ni,aku g surau dlu la.td x smpt asar..emm..mgrb skali la.after mgrb br grk pulang..

tetibe...tym nk trun eskelator,de one guy tegur aku..
OS: excuse me..
me: yaa..?
OS: yu knowl hauww tu gol brickfield?
me: hah?
OS: yu knowl hauww tu gol brickfield?
me: emm...do know..sorry..
OS: alr yul student?
me: em?(haduh..sore dh r slow..ckp plk x nk belit2 lidah lg..isy..)
OS: alr yul student?
me: ohh..yes2..
OS: wat college?
me: uum at kedah..(nth la die tau ke x uum 2 ape.muke cm blur jek.semacam jek die tgk aku nih..snyum2 lg..ingt aku suke?ah mls la aku nak lyn mamat nih..jln la laju2..eh,aduai..mamat ni cm ikut aku jek nih..cmne...?huhu..xpe..aku kn nk g surau..jln je la..)


OS: if yu dornt mynd..can i knowl your name and no.phone?
me: hah?no..sorry..
OS: plis..i come from india..i no fren here..
me: cannot la..sorry..(jauh plk surau nih..) where u want to go?
OS: brickfield
me: u know how to go?
OS: yes..i know..plis..give me your nmbr...
me: (lorr..td tny aku cmne nk g..hisy..semacam jek mamat nih..) emm..i want to pray..
OS: can i wait here?
me: no.no..

after mgrb..
me: (halamak..die ade lg la kt dpn ni..cmne aku nk kuar ni..cmne ni?cmne ni?emm... alaaaa...x sngka plk die tggu btul2..aku rs cm dh ckup lama dh aku kt dlm ni..cmne ni..nk mntk tlg sape ni..klo ade boyfren kan sng..hehe..smpt lg 2..emm..cmne ni..?huhu..kol org la..)

~lastly..dpt gak la aku lps dr org 2..time ksh sgt2 kat kawan2 gue..tengkiu la korg..syg korg!!!

al-fatihah....

en.ikan @ amran kassim dah kembali kerahmatullah..
senanye aku br jek post entry psl arwah hr 2..
tetibe mlm td aku dpt msge yg gtau psl berite sdih ni..
honestly,aku windu nak cite2 ngan die, gado2 ngan die lg..
arwah sorg kwn yg sgt baek..
tp tuhan lbh syg kan die kan..

al-fatihah buat arwah..
semoge roh nye d cucuri rahmat..

iNteRn$hiP = tiRed kuase 1O

hari 1st:
kuar umah: 6.15a.m
expectation: xde wat pape kot hr ni...x kan la trus bg keje kot..?rilek2 dlu r..
actual: aku ngan echot dpt sorg 1 fail. stat wat keje,okeh...blur..

hari 2nd:
kuar umah: 6.30a.m
expectation: keje smlm dh siap..agak nye hr ni wat keje yg cm smlm jgk kot..lek r..aku dh terer.haha..
actual: kak fiza bg keje wat draft audit report.pergh..bnyk gler step die..bnyk keje.bnyk keje..pnt gler.sumpah...

hari 3rd:
kuar umah: 6.40a.m
expectation: msti bnyk keje hr ni..pnt smlm pun x hbs lg ni.huhu..
actual: kak azra suh wat keje final audit repot plk..ye..siap bljr msk lg,okeh..korg ingt,keje odit x de msk2?ade tau...

hari 4th:
kuar umah: 6.40a.m
expectation: dah 3 hr bnyk keje nih..sure hr ni bz gak..
actual: bnyk keje gak...tp okey la..ade mase gak la aku ngan echot melagha kan diri.hehe..

hari 5th:
kuar umah: 7.00a.m
expectation: msti bnyk keje nih..smlm dah rilek2..
actual: boleh thn la..xde la bz sgt..aku jd penjage kaunter yg berjaye.penjawab tepon yg berkaliber..ngeh.ngeh.. "hello,zalghani&co here.."

hari ni:
kuar umah: 7.00a.m
expectation: cuak.cuak..1st time nak g odit kat co org ni..dah bwk fail sgale nih..siyes.cuak..
actual: emm..okeh la..kak azra sgt sbr mengajar aku..hbs odit kul 4lbh..kul 5 aku dah kat lrt ondway blk umah.blk awal hr ni,beb..yahooooooo!!!!!!

LIKE A CHILD

LIKE A CHILD

When I told you that I love you and accepted me,
I said to myself confidently that I need nothing else.
Although I feel ashamed of my growing greed,
Nervously, I thought about you all day again.

I have a lot of envy, (like a child)
I have a lot of fears, (like a fool)
I can't believe that you're smiling right next to me right now.
I'm so happy that its unbearable for me.
I'm afraid that if i close my eyes, everything will disappear.
So I can't fall asleep.

I want to give to you, (my everything)
I want to receive from you, (your heart)
I want to share everything that other couples share,
But because my heart is too impatient and too narrow-minded,
I'm afraid that it will all fall apart.
So I grow uneasy.

For making me smile, (like a child)
For making me cry, (like a fool)
For making my heart throb like this again.
For making me believe,
For giving me strength.
The first thing I'll say when I open my eyes is, thank you so much.

For coming to me.
For making me dream.
For giving me the present "Us"
I love you...

P/S: LAGU NI SIYES SGT SWEET KAN....HOHO.

FLOWERPOT

aku suke lagu nih...
aku suke couple nih...



aku nak flowerpot gak!!! bleh x? bleh x?
bleh x aku nak suh alex nyanyi kan lagu ni tuk aku jgk? bleh x?
yeah..berangan je la akooooo....
hohohohohoho....

caller ringtone..

caller ringtone adek aku adelah lagu yg plg aku x suke..yg plg wat aku sedey..yg plg wat aku terase cm lagu 2 dituju kan tuk aku...uhuhuhu...knape la die pkai CRT tu...???
bleh x aku x nak call die lg?huhuhu...

nobody...

hr 2 tym dlm komuter ondway blk umah.. ade la sorg bdk pompuan ni duk sblh aku.. tetibe ade org call die..n ringtone die lagu...nobody!!!!

what?nobody?
wonder girl?
camne bdk ni ade lagu ni?
huh.aku rs tercabar dah ni..
jeles.jeles..

dan-dan tu gak aku tukar ringtone aku lagu nobody gak..
ngeh.ngeh...
jd,sile la rajen2 tepon aku ek..
supaye dpt la aku menyumbat kan telinge aku puas2 ngn lagu nobody tu..
biar org len jeles lak ngan aku...ehehehehe...

IKAN

aku ade sorg kwn ni.en.ikan..
knape name die ikan?die kate sbb die suke mkn ikan.hmmm...mgkin jgk la..tp aku rs aku tau nape senanye.ehehe..
aku x pnh jmpe die lg sjk hbs darjah 6 dlu..contact pun x..
even kat skola dlu, aku x pnh pun ckp ngan die wlopun 3 taun kitorg 1 kls tau..bese r..aku ni kan pemalu lg pendiam.ngeh.ngeh..
lps 10 taun br aku jmpe die blk..2 pun x jmpe dpn2 lg la..juz cntact2 by fs,ym,xpun sms jek..walopun br bape bln aku kwn ngan die,die dh cm kwn baek aku jek..die la kwn bercerite aku, die la kwn ngadu aku, die la kwn gado aku..haha..same la cm kwn baek aku yg laen..
tp mase ak jmpe die kt fs 2,die tgh skt kanser...skt agak truk la jgk..skrg ni die kat johor.tgh wat treatment kat klinik pakar 3 bln..1hr ni,aku msge die..die ckp die tgh wat kemo..aduai..aku xtau kemo 2 cmne.tp aku tau kemo 2 m'nyakit kan. sian sgt kat die..aku juz leh doa kan die sabar,kuat n cpt2 smbuh..
korg,doa kan kwn aku ni ek..

p/s:weh,en.ikan.cpt la blk...bnyk bnde aku nak cite kat ko ni....hoho...


Myspace Friends Graphics

speechless...

adek aku yg kecik skali name nye firdaus...die ade 1 kuase yg bleh wat org len t'diam dgn serta merta.btul nih..aku x tipu...meh aku cite kan...

citer first:
one day, die mntk aku tlg ajar kan homework die..aku x ingt sbjek ape..
die pun selak2 la buku die cr page yg dah d tanda..aku plk tggu je kat dpn die smbil dlm ati b'kata.."buruk nye tulisan bdk nih..."
die: da.yg ni r..cekgu aku suh wat..cmne aa?aku x tau la...
(ye..jgn la terkejut.adek2 aku sume mmg slmber je cmnih..dah r x pggil aku kak..slamber je beraku kau ngan aku..beza aku ngan die 14 taun,okeh..hmmm..saba je la...)
okeh.smbung blk..aku pun ngan gaye sorg cekgu, bersedia la nak mengajar bdk sengal nih..aku br je nak bkk mulut,tetibe t'dengar bunyik moto ayah aku kat luar.xtau la ayah aku nak g ne tym 2
die: eh,ayah nak g mane tuh?ko wat la homework aku ni,da..aku nak ikut ayah...
dgn laju nye die lari ke luar naek moto ayah aku..n hilg..
1 perkataan je yg mmpu terkeluar dr mulut aku tym 2.."WOI!!" lps 2 aku terdiam n hnya mmpu memandang dgn pandangan yg sepi...apekah???

cite kedua:
adek aku ni suke melukis tau..then,aku pun suh la die lukis pantai..
me: ko lukis la pokok kelapa kat situ..
die: hah?kat pantai ade pokok kelape ke?
me: ade lah..ko x pnh g pantai ek?sian ko eh..ko pegi la ckp kat ayah..ajak ayah g pantai.. best gler tau...
(hehe..tym ni aku dah berangan2 ayah aku bwk g pantai..ayah aku ni dgr je ckp adek kck aku ni)
die: tak nak la.buat ape?buang masa je....
me:(dlm ati) erk..buang masa?cmne bdk 8taun leh ckp ngan aku cmni?aku terguris.....

cite ketige:
biase nye tym cuti skola..atau nak dkt raye..msti kat umah aku dpt bnyk tempahan..ye..suasana akan jd klm kabut..sumer org yg kat lab 2 akan jd tension, nak mrh2 je.especially ayah aku la..
then,one day ibu n ayah aku tgh tension2 kat dlm lab tuh...tetibe masuk la adek bongsu aku ni ke dlm lab yg tgh tegang nih..
die: yeaaaaahhh...ibu ngan ayah nak bercerai.....!!!hihihihihi.....(dgn muke yg ceria..)
sumer org dah terdiam...adek aku ni mmg sengal btul!!!

cite keempat:
hr 2 kitorg 1 family g la lepak2 kat klcc dpn fountain 2..tym 2 aku,awie,mirul n fidaus jln kat dpn. ayah n ibu kat blkg sket..tgh kitorg jln2 tuh..ade la 1 couple ni jln kat dpn kitorg..yg girl 2 pkai skirt pendek ngan legging ke..o..stokin panjang ke..aku x tau la kan..kaler ijau la yg pasti..
die: fuyoooooo....kaki die kaler ijau r,min..cam katak ijau kan?waaaakakakakakakakaka.....(dgn suare yg kuat giler)
yg couple 2 benti jln ngan serta merta.tgk kat kitorg sekilas pandang..n belok ke tmpt laen....
aku pandang awie..awie pandang mirul,mirul pandang aku...senyap..
aku pun tarik adek2 aku yg len tggal kan bdk kck 2 sorg2..aku x knl die...hohoho....

AKU DAH GRAD!!!!!

dah lps mghrib td aku x tau nak wat pe..jd aku menghabis kan masa aku ngan memunggah segala folder2 yg ade dlm lptop ni..tetibe aku terjumpe 1 gamba lama aku..ehehehe...kiut x aku dulu?tym ni ialah masa aku tadika. masa tadika dulu aku ni best student tau..nape la bile dah bsr ni aku x jd best student dah?uhuhuhuhu....

tak..bkn 2 senanye yg aku nak highlight kan kat sini...dari gmba aku dulu ni...aku dah grad dah dlu tau...line kat jubah aku 2 kaler kuning..rupenye dr dulu lg aku dah grad sebagai student akaun..OMG..jd ape yg aku wat slama 3taun setengah kat sintok 2?ape yg aku sibuk2 nak praktikal segale ni?ape yg aku dah buat ni?nape skrg baru aku tersedar?senanye aku dah grad la weyh..hoho...

AKU DAH GRAD!!!!!!

bulu mata. wink,wink...

dulu..masa kecik2.. one of my frenz pnh ckp, klo bulu mata belah kanan gugur mkne nye ade org rndu.. n klo bulu mate belah kiri gugur plk mkne nye ade org bnci.. pnh dngr x..?tipu la klo x pnh dngr kan..sume bdk mesia tau bnde nih,okeh..hehe..

one day, aku terperasan yang bulu mate aku belah kiri lg sket dr bulu mate belah kanan.. mkne nye dah bnyk la bulu mate belah kiri aku yg dah gugur..ni jgk bermkne..ermmm... btul ke rmai org yg bnci aku? knape? ape slh akuuuuu...?sape yg benci aku 2?saperrrrrr.......?????uhuhuhu...

MR.FIRST...

aku dah jumpe die...
dah dua kali aku jumpe die. firstly masa g jumpe faten kat KLCC and secondly masa g majlis tunang shafa kat ampang..

APE PERASAAN????

emm..i'm glad @ happy @ no hard2 feeling..sbb nye:

1. we still can talk n talk, gelak2, gurau2..xde benci antara kitorg..
   
2. i still can face him dpn2 even lps ape yg dah jd b4..that is evidence yg aku dah totally forgive him...haha..i'm proud of myself...
3. we still can b friends...thank god...
4. mayb he is someone else now...he looks gud in his new life, n...yaa i'm happy 4 him. myb he is better if without me...hoho..things happen 4 a reason, rite...
5. everything is getting like normal between me, he n our friends (KUSESSians)...except 'us' but it's ok ;)
   

CRUSH! CRUSH! CRUSH!

i like this song sooooooo much. hari2 aku akan ulang lagu ni doploh pat kali.hehe... ye,ye..sile la jgn ckp pape..aku mmg ade 1 habit yg cmni.kalo aku suke lagu 2, aku akan dgr bnyk2 kali smpi agak2 taik telinga aku dah nak dkt caer, br aku stop.hahaha..

CRUSH --> DAVID ARCHULETA

I hung up the phone tonight
Something happened for the first time
Deep inside
It was a rush, what a rush

'Cause the possibility that you would ever
Feel the same way about me
It's just too much, just too much

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Has it ever crossed your mind
When were hangin' spending time girl
Are we just friends
Is there more is there more

See it's a chance we've gotta take
Cause I believe
That we can make this into
Something that will last
Last forever
Forever

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this thing can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying,trying to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away

Why do I keep running from the truth
All I ever think about is you
You got me hypnotized so mesmerized
And I just got to know

Do you ever think
When you're all alone
All that we can be
Where this can go
Am I crazy or falling in love
Is it really just another crush
Do you catch a breath
When I look at you
Are you holding back
Like the way you do
'Cause I'm trying, tryin to walk away
But I know this crush ain't goin' away
Goin' away
Goin' away

f0rGivnes$sssssssss....

FORGIVENESS

FORGIVENESS

FORGIVENESS

FORGIVENESS

FORGIVENESS

FORGIVENESS IS GOOD FOR U

i found this article in cleo..hmm..agak interesting.wink,wink...since aku pun tgh dlm proses tuk forgive somone..

Thinking back..

nobody perfect,rite..sume org wat salah..if kite nak org maap kan kite,kite kna bljr tuk maap kan org laen dulu kan..but how easy we will forgive other people who doing wrong to us? Honestly, forgiveness is hard 2 give 2 people who give us a BIG-BIG HURT and keep hurting us again n again..huhu..kdg2 aku pelik la..nape org smpi ati nak skt kan ati org laen? I’ve never hurt bcoz of his disloyalty (no..ade la sket.but aku phm..sume org nk yg t'baek tuk diri die kan..n aku x la mrh sgt.klo 2 yg terbaek tuk die,its ok la.. sbb aku pun bnyk yg kurg..) but I’m really-really hurt bcoz of d way he treat me...sakit nye tuhan je yg tau..n the pain does not go away juz bcoz that person say

'i'm sorry.....'

the sad truth is:
“ we can live without d forgiveness of d people we have wronged, but without being able to forgive d people who wrong us, WE DIE…”

Betul kan?hoho..klo ko rs x btul pun..someday u will believe that it is true. so,

• Maybe it is soooooooooooooooo hard 2 do…

• Maybe it will take a very-very huge time… (so,juz take as much time as u need 2 let it go..)

• Maybe it will bring tears, tears, n tears… (please cry as much as u can)

• Maybe it is hard 2 forget (yes, u r not necessary 2 forget coz forgiveness is not forgetting)

• Maybe u will blame d life 4 being unfair (life is alwiz unfair but things happen 4 a reason,rite..)

At d ending…
let we FORGIVE that person…so that we can finally get rid of d excess emotional baggage that has been weighing we down n holding we back. So we can b free 2 do n b whatever we decide. remember this…u don’t forgive d other person 4 his sake, u forgive 4 urself

Life can b sweet again,rite.. so smile n set things right again..

MAKE PEACE WITH YOUR PAST AND GET ON WITH YOUR LIFE

p/s: Yaa,yaa….truly,deeply in my heart, I’ve already forgive HIM

KEJE BEST????

hr 2 aku ngan huda ikut ina g rawang jmpe senior die..senior die dh keje dah..kak sue nama nye..
okeh..lps borak2 ngn kak sue 2..
aku ngn ina dah decide nak keje kat tmpt keje kak sue..ye..sile la jgn caye plan a.k.a berangan kitorg ni..ehehe..


antara benefit kalo keje kat c2:

1) bleh beli keta myvi sebijik..aku rs kak sue 2 pn br je keje..dlm bape bln je kot..(btul x ina?)

2) enfon canggeh..lgkap sgale function yg diimpikan selama ni..

3) keje kat c2,rilek2 je..kdg2 x de keje sgt..

4) company tu slalu anta pekerja g overseas..cth: italy,jepun,etc2.. especially accountg departmnt.wahh..best2..ni la keje impian aku..pas dapat keje kat cni,x maen la lpk kat mid lg..aku lpk kat o/seas rr..waaakakakakakaka......

5) sewa umah x smpi 300 pon sbln..sebijik umah okeh...

6) x yah ssh2 nak msk. mntk je kat jiran sblh.hehe...nasi goreng? ayam msk merah? mintak jek..yang ni mmg aku suke sgt2.hoho..

7) g tmpt keje 5 mnt je dr umah..maka kul 7 la br aku bngn subuh.ngeh.ngeh..

8) x bnyk keta pun kat kwsn tu..make nye,xde la makne jem..